I've decided to end my life?

I dont for one moment believe you to be true, but, on the other hand, stop thinking of yourself you selfish jerk, think of your family and real friends, think how they would feel! Do you know what it feels like to come home and find your best friend hanging from a rope? If you are deadly serious and have no soul or compion you would probably be better off dead! If you do think about your question and look for its flaws